*~hIdUpkU mAsiH aDA cAhAya Pagi~*

hari2 yang aku lalui, membuatkan aku semakin mencari-cari apa erti kehidupan dan asam garam perjalanan ini. Suasana aku berubah2, dengan teman2 baru ku yg men cuit hati dan perasaan tatkala mnyedari kekurangan yang ada padaku. Dahulu, aku penah menjadi seorang yang bergini, sekarang berubah menjadi seorang yang begini. kekadang bila diingtkan kembali membuatkan aku ketawa dalam diam. Manusia akan berubah apabila ada perkara yg membuatkan ianya berubah. Dalam perjalanan yang masih jauh, ku titipkan doa dan kata2 semangat agar aku tidak mudah terpesong dan mudah beralih arah dengan kehidupan yang akan berubah. semua adalah kerana perubahan. perubahan ke arah yang baik memang diharapkan, andai kate diuji, apakah aku mampu untuk melalui satu perubahan ini?..satu persoalan yang aku sndiri belum pasti akan jawapannya nanti. Disaat aku berada dalam satu skop yang meluas, membuatkan pemikiran aku ini akan berada di luar kemampuan aku sendiri. Yang penting apa jua yang aku lalui sehingga kini, aku bersykur dan redha, mungkin suatu hari nanti aku akan memahami semua yang telah terjadi. ALLAH sentiasa bersama ku. Itu yang memberi kekuatan kepada ku, seorang insan yang lemah. Hakikatnya, aku juga perlu waktu dan masa untuk aku sendiri memahami akan diri ku , dan tidak semestinya aku sahaja yang mencuba untuk memahami semua ini. Insyallah "doa anak yang soleh dan solehah" itu yang diterapkan dalam diriku. Disaat rindu ini, aku sampaikan doa agar "dirahmati ALLAH, ditempatkan bersama2 orang2 yang BERIMAN". "Ya ALLAH, sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMU,anak hamba-MU(lelaki atau perempuan), ubun-ubunku dalam genggaman-MU, hukuman-MU berlalu kepadaku, QADAQ (keputusan-MU) kepadaku adalah adil, aku memohon kepada-MU dengan setiap nama yang telah Engkau berikan untuk diri-MU, atau yang Eangkau turunkan kepada kitab-Mu, atau yang engkau simpankan dalam perbendaharaan ghaib daripada ilmu-MU, agar Engkau jadikan Al-Quran sebagai penyejuk hatiku, cahaya dadaku, pelenyap dukaku dan pengilang kesedihanku."...Amin..

*~aReDayek_2009~*

*~IlHam DIhAtIkU~*

15 januari 2009, 2.00 am

skrg dah pagi, pukul 2 tepat, mate nie masih tak nak tido. baru jek aku siapkan satu design gambar aku untuk di letakkan di laptopku sebagai pemakin kate2 semgt.. kalu ada idea boleh la..tak selalu jgk kekadang tak da apa yng nak aku designkan...bergantunglah kepada gambar yag aku suka..esok aku ada kuliah, dengan semngat yang berkobar2 tuk pg kuliah aku..harap2 lecture aku masuk lah..mggu depan lecture aku tak ada...lewatlah kelas aku akan bermula..tambahan makmal akan bermula apabila sesi kuliah dah start.aku akan mhargai saat2 terakhirku di U nie..semoga dapat meninggalkan kengan yang terindah sebagai coretan untuk masa hadapan aku yang masih jauh..waa tak sabanya nak menunggu hari konvokesyen...dengarnya akan diadakan pada bulan lapan..insyallah semoga aku dipanjangkan umur dan berpeluang utk merasai baju jubah dan detik2 menerima ijazah yang aku impikan selama ini dan hadiah paling bermakna arwah ayah dan ma aku...mgkin di saat itu, mereka tiada disisi, tapi aku tidak lupa semuanya...kakak dan adik akan jadi peneman setia aku nanti ,,insyallah..

aredayek_2009

HaTIkU sEiNdAh SuRiA

Di waktu hujung mingguku, ku habiskan di rumah my soule mate... hati masih merasakan yang same..Bosannya, tu yg selalu bermain di fikiranku. kekadang masih tak tahu ape keje yg perlu dilaksanakn.. waktu di rumah, aku mengeluh dgn tugs harian yg tak habis2. terasa rindu kat kg halaman...tp malas pulak nak blik cz cuti pun bukannya lame... kalu balik hmmm bajet lg... duk sini pun same jgk DUIT jgk... same jek balik ke tak?...lain la waktu dulu2 zaman kegemilangn, dgr jek cuti konfem aku org pertama balik kg.... msti ada jek kelas aku skip...bukn malas tp biasa lah basnye selalu x mncukupi ...so tiket yg tinggl diantra balik awal atau balik lambat.....kekdng tu penat jugk...nak blik kg kena elert r sikt pasal tiket nie...kalu tak, terlepas la..Buat masa skrg....aku kena la plan apa nk bt cuti nie...kalu tak balik kg?

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Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)

+21.7.2009

Go ahead -- be daring. The universe will rise to meet you in your endeavors.

Group activities are a good choice for you today, because you'll be feeling very social, and your curiosity about other people's perspectives is at an all-time high. But you have to be selective about which people you hang out with. Be careful not to join an activity if one person in the group isn't willing to share. Put yourself in an environment where your creativity is welcomed.

15.2.2009

Social situations are not comfortable to you now, but they may be unavoidable.

Social situations might feel intimidating for you right now -- it's not that you are feeling insecure, it's just that you are not comfortable meeting new people when there is so much distracting you right now. So if there is an event you can't avoid, then at least put your best foot forward. Skip the shallow small talk and have a real conversation with someone. That way, at least you won't be bored! Ask them some compelling questions that start conversations.

12.2.2009

Keep the motto 'nothing ventured, nothing gained' at the front of your mind today.

Keep the motto 'nothing ventured, nothing gained' in mind today. Because if you want to get the most out of your life right now, you need to step out and do some riskier stuff. Nothing risky in terms of your health or the law of course, but risky in terms of your emotions. You don't necessarily have to wear your heart on your sleeve, but you should at least let someone catch a fleeting glimpse of it! Open up your shell a little bit wider and you will be rewarded.

11.2.2009

There are agitators in your group today, and they'll be having fun making waves.

Peace and calm will be hard to maintain in a group today. There are too many agitators, and they are having way too much fun making waves. You can choose to join in with them, or step into the role of disciplinarian. Follow your mood on this one -- if you feel like getting things back on track, then crack the whip. But if time isn't pressing and you feel like taking it easy right now, hop onto the goof-off bandwagon and contribute your own zany ideas.

10.2.2009

Your perfectionism could be slowing you down. Let things get a little messy today.

Your perfectionism can be a mixed blessing in your life. Often, it enables you to excel. You beat out the competition and win the best reward. But sometimes, like today, it can slow you down, isolate you from other people, and keep you from seeing the bigger picture. Try not to get too lost in the details of this day -- what people are wearing, how things are spelled, and messy desks don't matter at all. Put more effort into letting go and letting the chips fall where they may.

5.2.2009

Be careful not to make assumptions about how others will or will not behave today.

Be careful not to make assumptions about how other people will or will not behave today -- you can never predict how someone will react to surprising news. The people around you might seem like they are overreacting to your mind, but one person's overreaction is another person's reasonable reaction. It's time to live and let live, and stop worrying if other people aren't fitting in with the picture you have created in your head. Reality is more interesting than people give it credit for.

4.2.2009

You are loaded with energy right now -- so everything will be easy and fun today.

You are loaded with energy right now -- and being so high-spirited, you'll have a lot of fun juggling all the tasks that other people might find too boring to deal with. This makes you very valuable, and very popular! Expect people to toss you some easy tasks that you can use to build up your expertise and your resume. They don't have the time to deal with them, but you do. Your usefulness will be rewarded and remembered, so don't think that you're doing other people's work for no reason.

23.1.2009

Being more grounded is necessary today to make the right decisions for your future.

You are forming a new philosophy about your day to day life right now. It's no longer about reaching ambitious goals or having the most toys -- it's about being more grounded and making the right, practical decisions in terms of your future. What are some likely pitfalls coming down the road? You have the clarity right now to enable you to identify problems and then avoid them. Putting a little energy into a backup plan wouldn't be a bad idea, just in case.

21.1.2009

You are especially well-tuned toward people from different cultures right now.

You have an incredible energy welling up inside of you, so you need to figure out a great way to use up all that enthusiasm! It's a wonderful time to dive head first into projects or adventures that involve a lot of other people -- and the more diverse the group is, the better. You are especially well-tuned toward people from different cultures, and there are important insights you are ready to absorb from them. This is a day of celebration, education, and revelation!

20.1.2009

If any kind of conflict erupts in your group, be frank and open about how you feel.

If any kind of conflict erupts in your group today, you have to be frank and open about how you feel. By communicating honestly, you will show people that you aren't trying to gain anything -- you are just trying to make things better for everyone. This is not the time to get suspicious or self conscious about your feedback or criticisms. A compromise will take time to arrange, but your input will help it happen sooner, and it will be a better solution for everybody involved.

17.1.2009

Someone who has a hard time acting selfless is starting to show their generosity.

The recent compromises you have had to make weren't exactly fun, but they have definitely created greater harmony in your life -- which you will come to see in a whole new way today. Your bond with friends and family members has been strengthened, and you have inspired people to start being more flexible themselves. Even someone who has a hard time acting selfless or regarding other people's needs is starting to show a more generous side. You bring out the best in people.

15.1.2009

Put something together so all your new friends can get to know each other better.

There are a few new people on the scene who would be a great addition to your social life, so why not put something together so everyone can get to know each other better? It's a great time for a party, and chances are very good that new connections will be solidified. People you know all share certain charms and characteristics, which makes adding new folks into the mix pretty easy -- and a whole lot of fun. There could even be a romantic interest brewing, so give it a push

14.1.2009

The challenges you have overcome are impressive, and others are a bit intimidated.

When you see something that confuses you today, you need to understand that it's a clear sign that you're on the right track! And don't wait for others to heap praise on you, you are going to need to do it yourself! The challenges you have overcome would make anyone else shake with fear, and others could be a bit resentful that you have done what they couldn't. Don't hold it against your friends or coworkers if they can't bring themselves to congratulate you.

13.1.2009

Skip past the small talk -- it's better suited for people who don't have your charm.

Skip the small talk today -- it's better suited for people who don't have anywhere near the charm, wit and curiosity that you have. As early on as possible, today, you need to get to sharing what's on your mind and finding out what other people have to say about their lives. The exchange of ideas is going to take little if any effort, so it can be an easy day full of smiles and interesting conversations. Why waste it being safe when you can be titillated?

12.1.2009

Having conviction in your ideas gives you a strength that no one else can match.

When you're put into an environment that involves delicate egos today, trust your own judgment. Be sure of what you do. You can handle this tricky situation without any missteps today, believe it or not. When you have conviction in your ideas, that faith gives you a strength that no one else can match. So if you think something is a bad idea, say so -- just make sure you're diplomatic about it, especially if it's your bosses idea! You are free to criticize right now, so take advantage of this.

11.1.2009

Cool off before you say anything that could cause any friction today. Be careful.

Someone in power is going to be tad bit difficult for you to bear today, but you need to give your temper some time to cool off before you say anything that could cause any friction with them. They have a long memory, and you never want to leave a bad impression. Like it or not, you need to make sure you're on their good list right now. You are cautioned to avoid impetuousness at all costs today. The slower you go, the better place you'll end up in.

10.1.2008

Your opinions are valid, but you had better not expect everyone to agree with them.

Your opinions are valid, but you had better not expect everyone to agree with them right now! So give up trying to change anyone's minds before you even get started, today -- everyone is feeling like sticking to their guns instead of opening their minds. Instead, you will make better use of your time if you channel your emotions into a creative pursuit like cooking, singing, or even shopping! Avoid banging your head against a wall with a bunch of folks who just don't get it.

9.1.2009

Keep your friends and family informed as to what you are thinking of doing today.

Feel like you want some time on your own? Well, that's good, because today is a wonderful day to take it. Do whatever it takes to get some alone time, whether you want to take a vacation day, work from home, or schedule yourself a getaway solo weekend. Keep your friends and family informed as to what you are thinking of doing, and they'll give you the ideas, support or time you need. Your inner extrovert is being overpowered by your inner introvert, and it is a balance that is long overdue.